Badly. He's pretty much stuck on 'it's all my fault.' Which it kind of was, and kind of wasn't. And also stuck on 'what now?!' Because he's *such* an Emerald. And when he's having strong emotions, he can't really control or put them aside and *think,* so he's on kind of a try to cope and fail shutdown.

Is this how you were hoping that memory would come out?