Question Meme!

[twilight_boy]

Well, nobody's at an appropriately round number of comments, but I want to do a question meme and hey, lots of major things have happened recently. Like that one game last night...

Have at! This goes for Roxas and Madoka.

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[deadofknight]

What are Roxas's feelings about Ace post-trauma game? :3c

[twilight_boy]

Relief he's alive is primary, really. He honestly scared the crap out of Roxas after taking that long to come back. Roxas was this close to pretty much telling Jabberwock he'd do anything to get him revived.

That's mixed with concern and sympathy, after seeing his childhood like that. Despite the fact that he found the rage and pain kind of overwhelming, he... he'd have been more o.O at Ace if those *weren't* his feelings at the situation. It's how Roxas himself would have felt. He isn't sure what he thinks of any of it, but I think some part of him made the 'Org XIII could have been this, for me,' analogy. KH is just not as brutal as Ace's canon, in some ways.

Ace, what are your feelings on Zero and Roxas's accidental snooping?

[deadofknight]

Roxas finding out makes Ace SUPER WORRIED because information control is really important as part of how he keeps up the front of being a Good Knight, No Really -- especially in the wake of having attacked the book while Darkness'd. So he is really...not sure how to deal with the fact that whoops the whole being trained to kill thing is now out in the open, relatively speaking, and he doesn't know Roxas well enough to gauge how likely he is to spread that info around. :|bbb There was a moment there of pure panic where he wanted Roxas dead, just to try and...fix things... But Roxas not having a negative reaction at Ace about his memory is...weird to him. He'll probably try to poke Roxas once things have calmed down a little, just to...keep tabs on this new information leak. But mostly he is just...very unsure what is happening, and what is going to happen.

As for Zero! Ace intended for Zero to never find out the true contents of that memory. And...on one hand he is incredibly panicked again because of information leaking but also because he fears being rejected by Zero for being a remorseless killer... But Zero doesn't seem upset about that which is upsetting to Ace because now he doesn't really...get...why Zero is upset about the memory? Yet, he clearly is, and is clearly upset about the content of it but...not in the way Ace expected...it's sort of building on something that's happened previously but basically Ace's BLIND PANIC has been hijacked by a deep confusion as to...what Zero is upset about and how to deal with it. It seems like his memories make Zero sad in a way he had never anticipated they would and so there is a lot of anxiety there.

In both cases now that the memory is open he is trying to get over the PURE PANIC of things getting out of his control and trying to figure out how to run damage control on...everything...while dealing with a lot of other anxieties the accidental snooping has brought to the forefront. It is just an incredibly tense and anxious situation for him and he's going to be kicking himself over not destroying the memory sooner when he realized it was infinitely sharable.

How is Roxas taking Ven's death?

[twilight_boy]

Badly. He's pretty much stuck on 'it's all my fault.' Which it kind of was, and kind of wasn't. And also stuck on 'what now?!' Because he's *such* an Emerald. And when he's having strong emotions, he can't really control or put them aside and *think,* so he's on kind of a try to cope and fail shutdown.

Is this how you were hoping that memory would come out?

[deadofknight]

The only expectation I had was that Zero was probably going to go for viewing it. Other than that I had no expectations and was just waiting to see what would come out of having it be accidentally be available for viewing. Even so I'm pretty please with how things played out. :3

Any app plans?

[twilight_boy]

Nothing set in stone, but I've been considering a couple.

How about you?

[deadofknight]

Roxy~

I'm considering a couple people, but not sure I'll have to time to app another character to Aather. I'm also considering a couple characters for another game, Thusia, but I also have nothing set in stone.

And...that's it for me question-wise, I think. /o\ Sorry for the shortness.

[twilight_boy]

I kinda adore that girl!

Dammit, I keep trying to not poke Thusia, since I can't handle multiple games. But what I've heard of it is shiny.

It's all good. :)